Hard or Difficult??

today i facing kinda headache problem.... i dunno how to say here... am i did anything wrong?? i give them to think where to go.. but finally, the ball was kicked to me again... ok.. i think lor.. then conclusion we are going to a place that can eat and fun... she called me and said it's expensive... ya i knew it... recently we spent alot... but since i make this decision, then i should agree with it.. if u all not agree, then isit possible that u all give me a place to go??? im very stress with my current job.. y cant just let me have a fun on weekend?? y must turn everything upside down?? im not blaming anyone... i just wan all of us can enjoy... isit very hard?? im sure we wont have this oppurtunity next time... i really no idea at all.... fine.. if this is what u all wan, then it's ok for me.. im blogging all of this cos i care... i really care... i pass the ball to you all, then u all pass back to me... finally, u all said no power to comments.. maybe it's my fault... suggested that places... i tried to make everything to normal.... but u all refused.. ok... maybe it's really my fault.... nothing much to say...